Thursday, June 07, 2007
i was once a bully like you...
Last tuesday I had fun time being with people that I love [aside from my family], my highschool friends the 'bru club' as I call them.. haha ANYWAY, im losing my point... haha =) We were left with nothing more to talk about then suddenly we remembered our highschool days... We reminisced all the pathetic things we've done and all the drama we've been through as a group... *sigh* And its true we really were 'mababaw' back then... =)
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When I came home, I had my own 'moment' [as what my bru gigay calls it] wherein I reflected on the things I did back in highschool, THEN I REMEMBERED i was NASTY back then... I was the chubby funny girl who was making my classmates laugh by being mean... YES! I was a MEAN GIRL and I admit I was a bully back then... *sigh* It sucks coz when I look back to highschool, I would have hated me. I mean, I was tackless, arrogant, all-knowing, b*tch! YEP! i am acknowledging the FACT that i was all that... I used the weak ones as the laughing stock so that my classmates wouldn't make fun of me...
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I WAS THE INSECURE ONE... All the experts say about the mean girls, the bullies are TRUE... Those who put other people down are actually the ones who are shy, afraid and VULNERABLE... I was all that in highschool. I wasn't the popular one, the head turner, the 'crush-ng-bayan' type so I used my sense of humor to compensate for my imperfection. SAD but TRUE...
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When i stepped in College, things changed. I became a little MELLOW... I guess its because of the fact that I am starting a new life in a new school and a new environment, nobody new how I was treated in gradeschool and how my elementary classmates humiliated me... IT WAS ALL NEW... It was a transition actually, the fact that I am getting 'older' made me a little more wiser...
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I don't know if the people whom I stepped on would actually read this BUT from my heart of hearts I WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR WHAT HAVE PUT YOU THROUGH... I take responsibility for it and I AM REALLY SORRY... I know some of you have already flourished in your respective fields and I hope that you'll all continue to do so... Godbless...
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And to the other bullies/mean girls out there... =) Take full responsibility of your actions. Try to see what drives you crazy inside. What 'hole' is it that you want to fill? And always remember what goes around comes around...
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I actually I like what Olivia Gardner said [the young girl who was bullied in school who was shown in the Today Show last June 6] That for every one bad person there are a hundred good persons. =)
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And that makes me once a bully LIKE YOU... =)
PEACE!
[sorry for the asterisks... my spacing is not working for the nth time..]
Labels: BRU, milestones, realizations
Posted by mia at 7:25:00 PM
Thursday, November 30, 2006
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IM BACK... as if i was gone.. (duh!) anyway, we were supposed to have a shoot today for Homecoming but it was cancelled (reason/s unknown) so i had the chance to do some chores at home and do some errands for my mom.. in short ng-ojt ako sa bahay! (kmusta nman un!) haha
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anyway, friday and saturday is OJT day for me.. =) and im excited for it.. hehe im always excited whenever we have our ojt coz for sure we will be going to different places... for the 1st time in my life im in different places in a whole day... at first i'll be at the office (in Guadalupe Makati) then i'll be in Robinson's Pioneer and next thing i knew im in EMI records in Quezon Ave and then i see myself savoring Cibo's pasta in ABS CBN then im strolling around Rockwell then back at the office before going to Kapitolyo (i think its a village in Pasig, gawd! hindi ko pa alam kung saan un!!) hahaha =) IT WAS FUN.. although VERY TIRING... hay! came home around 2am.. BUT IT WAS FUN FUN FUN... =)
The girls, the ideal, the FLOWER (photo by sir Hermie)
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PEP PEP PEP PEP PEP!!! hihihi =')
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i miss my blockmates... hay! we don't see each other regularly due to our practicum... hay! can't wait to see ALL of you guys on monday... =)
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wanna take this opportunity to greet all those november celebrants
~ dude
~ jae
~ markie
~ chewee
~ babi
~ ayn
~ kuya franco
~ maya
mai nalimot pa ba ko?? hala! paxenxa memory gap!! hahahah =)
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PEACE! and i forgot! i had the chance to patch things up with a DEAR friend.. hope things will finally be alright.. =) i hope and pray for that...
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and MR VAN is going... going... GONE... haha ='(
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TC! aaaw!
Labels: milestones
Posted by mia at 9:17:00 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
I am starting to forget...
I knew from the very beginning that it WAS THE END...
don't mind me.. im not THAT sad im just...
FORGETTING...
Labels: milestones
Posted by mia at 7:16:00 PM
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
FINALLY
waaah! the call i've been waiting for has FINALLY arrived... haha :-) i'll be having my practicum in ideal minds... :-D im happy coz finally my worries are gone BUT im SAD coz some of my friends haven't received any call yet.. i want to experience this practicum with them.. grrr! this sucks.. hope we'll all have our practicum in ideal minds... hay..
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speaking of practicum, dhang told me that we will have to report to the office this coming monday (a.k.a 1st day of class) coz we will be preparing for an event... waaah! kasama kami sa show na its a guy thing!!! hala!! kmusta nman!! ANG SAYA... haha :-) GAWD!! anyway, the said event will take place on wednesday (next week).. hay.. sobrang excited tlaga ako.. at HAPPY dahil finally my practicum site na ko...
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sana tlaga makasama ko sina eure, babi at ruth sa ideal minds.. ;-)
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p.s. hndi n nman gumagana ang aking spacing.. grrr!
Labels: milestones
