Thursday, November 30, 2006

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IM BACK... as if i was gone.. (duh!) anyway, we were supposed to have a shoot today for Homecoming but it was cancelled (reason/s unknown) so i had the chance to do some chores at home and do some errands for my mom.. in short ng-ojt ako sa bahay! (kmusta nman un!) haha

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anyway, friday and saturday is OJT day for me.. =) and im excited for it.. hehe im always excited whenever we have our ojt coz for sure we will be going to different places... for the 1st time in my life im in different places in a whole day... at first i'll be at the office (in Guadalupe Makati) then i'll be in Robinson's Pioneer and next thing i knew im in EMI records in Quezon Ave and then i see myself savoring Cibo's pasta in ABS CBN then im strolling around Rockwell then back at the office before going to Kapitolyo (i think its a village in Pasig, gawd! hindi ko pa alam kung saan un!!) hahaha =) IT WAS FUN.. although VERY TIRING... hay! came home around 2am.. BUT IT WAS FUN FUN FUN... =)

The girls, the ideal, the FLOWER (photo by sir Hermie)

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PEP PEP PEP PEP PEP!!! hihihi =')
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i miss my blockmates... hay! we don't see each other regularly due to our practicum... hay! can't wait to see ALL of you guys on monday... =)

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wanna take this opportunity to greet all those november celebrants
~ dude
~ jae
~ markie
~ chewee
~ babi
~ ayn
~ kuya franco
~ maya
mai nalimot pa ba ko?? hala! paxenxa memory gap!! hahahah =)

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PEACE! and i forgot! i had the chance to patch things up with a DEAR friend.. hope things will finally be alright.. =) i hope and pray for that...

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and MR VAN is going... going... GONE... haha ='(

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TC! aaaw!

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

I am starting to forget...
I knew from the very beginning that it WAS THE END...
don't mind me.. im not THAT sad im just...
FORGETTING...

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

the art of WAITING...

Im totally smitten by the movie lakehouse... gawd! (aside from the fact that Keanu Reeves is damn hot! haha) it teaches us the ART OF WAITING... the power of true love and destiny and all those mushy stuff.. hell! it was a feel-good movie... it was ROMANTIC! it made me think (again!) that we really do have to learn to WAIT and really savor every opportunity and moment given to us.. it taught me that being patient in life is something that can lead us to better things to come and things that are really worthy of all the waiting and whining.. (yes! i do whine about being patient!) haha ;) the movie gave way to a new perspective on life...
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waiting for something, someone, a moment, a spark of something magnificent is a man's way of finding HOPE towards the unpredictable... the future will be our present and having that in mind makes me realize that 'yea!' when my future holds happy, sweet memories with someone or something then IT WILL COME and it will be MY PRESENT BUT not for now but IN THE FUTURE.. its may way of saying that im taking my life a day at a time.. :-)
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bumpy roads are up ahead and i know it will always be there and its a part of our existence, that is why i just take everything as a challenge of GREATER THINGS TO COME... its not the end of the road its just the beginning... 20 years and counting, more than a 100 people met, thousands of memories shared, one love lost, and tons of heartache... it all JUST BEGUN...
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as they say the SAGA CONTINUES... :-) I will never know who i will see today, who i will meet tomorrow and who will touch my heart someday... all i know is that FOR NOW i've learned a new lesson and that is to be patient.. WAIT...
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i actually watched MTV Homecoming awhile ago and it was actually the one we shot last week in San Mateo Rizal... :-) (we were actually there!! haha) anyway, 'KUYA Herbert' said that he realized that 'may isang bagay talaga na gustong-gusto natin na hinding-hindi magiging atin..' and i totally AGREE! that is another point in life that i just can't totally understand although i try my best to grasp its full essence.. hay! i guess im indenial that's why i just can't totally get it.. (idiot!) haha :-) anyway, its TRUE... ok fine! i guess i've had quite a few experiences that calls for that statement by kuya herbert.. ANYWAY, let's not dwell on the whole thing.. haha (it brings back the bittersweet memories) hay!
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another day.. another lesson.. another realization...
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i guess its time to see the stars...
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PEACE!

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

FREAK!

i was reading this friend's blog at natawa ako! she seems 'desperate' as she calls herself and i guess u know WHO iam talking about.. haha hay naku bez! kmusta ka nman dyan!! haha i find the post dramatic and for the first time im blogging about her blog.. i feel like there is too much desperation!!! my gawd! there are some things in this world that doesn't call for the let's-wait-and-see attitude it just DOESN'T... i believe that when we decide on things there is no turning back, because at that certain point when we made the DECISION there is way of saying ay! joke lang yun.. we have to answer for our actions, our decisions, our thinking... we are accountable to ourselves if people left us for our beliefs then WE have to bare the pain that comes with it coz WE MADE THE WHOLE THING POSSIBLE... i mean, yun ang ginawa mo.. hndi na mababalik ang dati dahil ang tapos ay TAPOS NA... i am not being mean im just saying the truth.. because forgetting the past is impossible and i think people will agree with me if i say that THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.. :-( sad but its a FACT..

its sad knowing that we've hurt people and people hurt us and that is all there is in this world, PAIN and yeah there is LOVE.. hehe but we can't actually be goody-goody all the time coz its just not how the world really works.. i thought man are all good and yea they are BUT there will always be a point in OUR lives where we turn into people that we never thought we could be coz we were taken over by our emotions...
bez.. hope u won't take this seriously we've talked about it and i know its hard and all that BUT we have to face that reality that YOU also contributed to this whole circus of pain and chuervas... holding on doesn't assure you of a happy ending.. holding on to something or someone is not a proof of true friendship (im not saying your untrue) because sometimes u have to LET GO coz it causes you and others too much PAIN.. and we should all just end the whole PAIN thingy..
i hope you'll do good...
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at HINDI AKO NANINIWALA SA EXCUSE MO!!! hahaha :-D
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freak tayo bez!! FREAK...
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PEACE!

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Monday, November 13, 2006

ewan mo at ewan natin sinong may pakana?
at bakit ba tumilapon ang SPOLIARIUM
dyan sa paligid mo....

at ngaun di parin alam
kung bakit tayo andito
pwede bang itigil muna
ang pag-ikot ng mundo
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nevermind the above words... they are actually taken from the song SPOLIARIUM by the Eraserheads... :-) anyway, im currently feeling a little down... hrmm.. i guess there is to much sadness going around MY world today... from friends to pets seems like nothing looks right, nothing FEELS right... hay! my heart goes out to you friends.. i may not be feeling the PAIN you are having but as I always say I WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND... ready to hear your pains, grief.. i know i know i had a post that is a little dramatic about having MY OWN TIME... but then i realized that listening to them whine and stuff makes up a PART of my world.. and honestly i kinda missed the whining and complaining... haha weird BUT true...
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2morow dhang and myself will strut our stuff at the office... haha actually we just want to get this practicum over it.. (parang ang sama ng dating! haha) but really, i want to end my practicum already so that i can focus more on my OTHER RESPONSIBILITIES... hay! ideal minds here I/WE come.. haha :-)
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what is up with me? hrmm.. im fine.. haha :-) and i never thought that giving myself time and space (asus! may ganung pagdadrama) i was able to give myself the moment to breathe.. and yea! im fine.. i've learned to balance things, situations, people and other stuff... although the balancing of my responsibilities is a little shaky right now.. (biglang bawi sa balance! haha) BUT all in all i am HAPPY.. :-)
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learn to live a life that is free of conflict... live a life that never ceases... live a life that is full of hope... live a life that is in full dedication to the Almighty Father... and live a life that is FREE of harm and is governed by LOVE and RESPECT for yourself and for others... :-D i believe that then and only then will you be able to say that you've achieved PEACE OF MIND... ;-)
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PEACE!
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p.s. goodluck dudie... hope u'll rock the house down during the kotex competition.. you guys can do it!! BRAVOOOO broad journ!! :-)

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

inaway mo si tagpi

I HATE YOU!!!

isprayan ba daw ng baygon!! kala mo.. MAKAKARMA KA DIN!!!!
maingay.. pasalamat ka hndi ka nmin kilala at malayo kami sa kinakatayuan mo...

MAKAKARMA KA!!! ramdam ko..

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

halo-halo

selfishness is one thing that my mom is always telling me to AVOID... Im no saint and I WILL NEVER BE but i try my best to live up to my parents' expectations... i will not be a FAILURE and if it means staying with positive people THAT I WILL DO... i don't want to be miss perfect coz that i will never achieve but i'll try my best to be atleast CLOSE to perfect... anyway, its funny how things go out of hand and there are some things that you can't control.. one of which is our perception of things... what i really want to say is not properly taken by the other person.. its kinda frustrating knowing that there are certain barriers in communication.. hay! barriers tlaga! pasaway... anyhow, there aren't any excuse when you've made a wrong accusation on things...
ENOUGH SAID...
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last wednesday was my first practicum day... BOY! was it F-U-N!!! had a BLAST and im looking forward in attending another event SOON... haha :-) it was an 'its a guy thing' eyeball party held at the Mugen Bar in Metrowalk, Ortigas.. hay my gawd!! had a great time... although there were certain 'bad moments' i still had fun.. there were FREAKAZOIDS, gays, almost naked ladies, CUTIES, YUMMIES, PAPIES, pretty ladies (ahem!), new acquaintances and of course the beautiful bubbles paraiso! the cuties borgy manotoc, ketchup eusebio and john joe joseph.. :-D hay! it was my first official night out.. hahaha :-) reaching the age of 20 and its my first time.. hay! what a weirdo.. hahaha (nevermind what i just said!) even met an acquaintance who reminds me of sam milby... hahaha :-) (oh! wag bigyang kulay!! hahaha) feeling na ba?? hahaha paxenxa na..
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im currently into this book.. its A MILLION LITTLE PIECES by James Frey i guess i've mentioned that book in a previous post.. anyway, i love the book! tried and tested books part of the Oprah book club are must-haves!! harhar :-) and after i finish this book i wanna start on a new one but i still have to look for it.. Night by Professor Elie Wiesel.. ;-)
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i guess i've mentioned before that I LOVE THE ERASERHEADS!! and i already had my dream cd the ultraelectromagneticJAM cd.. haha and my 2 fave tracks as of the moment is the version of imago of the song SPOLIARIUM.. and Francis M's version of SUPERPROXY.. aaaw! (reminds me of something!! haha)
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our thesis defense sked was already released.. ours is scheduled on December 2; 5pm... hay! im nervous.. but we will never know our mistakes if we are 'confronted' by our panelists... haha :-D goodluck to us T-BUDS...
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gusto ko ng HALO-HALO ngayon! lalo na ung galing sa DIGMAN!!! hay! da best halo-halo in town!! hay! just like my new entry.. halo-halo.. :-D
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PEACE!

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

being myself.. whatever!

i remember back in the old days when i used to talk like there is NO tomorrow and laugh as if my end is near.. haha how stupid i looked and how irrational i was.. hay! back then some people see me as someone who is INSENSITIVE.. someone who never took the chance to even apologize to those peope i've hurt... stupid as it may seem, evil as you may see it is BUT THAT WAS WHO IAM..

NOW...i heard someone say that "..this is who iam"... "im just being myself" and it sparked a thought... haha i used to say that same thing.. people love me for "being me" and its funny coz i had some friends whom i never thought will even be part of my so-called 'inner circle'.. although my real friends (bru club in the house! haha) are there to keep me grounded i knew somewhere in the four walls of my former school some of them HATE me... Still i managed to make fun of them, laugh about their 'snappy-ness' (if there is such a word, but i know hi-skool buds will understand this term) :-)... yea. yea! what the hell am i talking about.. haha the bottom line is there is a boundary in screaming to the world that THIS IS WHO IAM.. take it or leave it.. sometimes its not bad accepting who you are and what you stand for but somewhere along your way you will get into situations that doesn't need your 'slogan' in life...

haha :-) i may sound to 'oprah-ish' (whatta?!) haha but really there are times when being so into your self is not THAT GOOD... flaunting into the world that this is ME is not that hrmm awesome coz you'll always get into the point wherein you've hurt someone without even knowing it or u've acknowledged the fact that you've hurt someone BUT you keep on running back to the fact that "THIS IS ME" and if you can't accept it then that is your problem.. *sigh*

been there...

actually, the one who triggered this whole realization is the book.. 'A MILLION LITTLE PIECES' by James Frey.. its an account about a drug addict/alcoholic/criminal who was flown to a Clinic in Minnessota almost dead.. he had a broken nose, almost lost all his teeth, had a hole in his cheek, he seems like deteriorating ALIVE.. anyway, im not yet done with the book but he reminded me of someone.. SOMEONE I KNOW REALLY WELL... ME.. haha :-) although IM NOT AN ADDICT/ALCOHOLIC/CRIMINAL...(okie..) but the way he shoved other people because of his selfishness reminded me of MY SELFISHNESS... being strong-headed... bout being 'IM WHO IAM'...

im not saying you should change.. just be SENSITIVE enough with what you do and say...

a friendly reminder brough to you by: missbodestyne.blogspot.com (hahaha) whatever!!

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

nothing

A woman's heart is a deep ocean, full of secrets... ~ author unknown
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can think of anything to do so... mgsurvey nlng tau.. haha
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: TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?
= hell yeah
2. are you happy
= yea
3. are you talking to anyone right now?
= nope
4. are you bored?
= oo
5. are you german?
= dutch
6. are younope
= ha.. ano daw??
7. are you spanish?
= 1/8 of me..
8. are you asian?
= yea!
9. are your parents still married?
= very much...
10. do you like someone right now?
= harhahar :-) (enuf said)
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TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show:
= oprah primetime
2. flower:
= tulips... :-)
3. color:
= pink, red, blue...
4. sport:
= basketball
5. mall:
= MOA, Ayala malls.. cge na nga! southmall.. haha
6. music:
= rNb, opm, mostly love songs.. hehe
7. food:
= yaw ko ng mxadong matamis...
8. season:
= spring
9. animal:
= dogs, koalas, polar bears (cubs).. hehe
10. state:
= CHICAGO!
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TEN FACTS.
1. hometown:
= LAS PINAS CITY
2. hair color:
= brown/black
3. perfume:
= be... kissable.. :-)
4. hair style:
= layered..
5. eye color:
= brown..
6. shoe size:
= ranges from 7 to 8 depending on the shoe style.. ;)
7. mood:
= hrmmm.. STEADY lng..
8. skin color:
= tan..
9. available?:
= YEA.. haha
10. lefty/righty:
= righty..
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TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?
= think so.. haha
2. do you believe in love?
= yea
3. why did your last relationship fail?
= zzzzzzzzz
4. have you ever been heartbroken?
= next question please.. ;)
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?
= i dunno.. ask them.. haha
6. have you ever fallen for one of your bestfriends?
= i dunno.. haha
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?
= does akie count?
8. are you afraid of commitment?
= don't think so..
9. has someone ever kissed your hand?
= harhar
10. have you ever had a secret admirer?
= HELLO??? SECRET admirer nga dba??? kmusta nman!
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TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust:
= love..
2. hard liquor or beer:
= beer
3. night or day:
= day..
4. one night stands or relationships:
= relationships
5. television or internet:
= tv
6. pepsi or coke:
= coke...
7. wild night out or romantic night in:-
= romantic..
8. colored pictures or black and whitepictures:
= black and white..
9. phone or in person:
= in person..
10. friendster or myspace:
= MULTIPLY

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TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.

1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?= n0pe..
2. have you ever skinny dipped?= NOPE! haha
3. have you ever done something you regret?= none that i can think of
4. have you ever bungee jumped?= nope.. but dreamin' of experiencing it..
5. have you ever been on a house boat?= n0pe
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?= nope
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?= i did..
9. have you ever danced in the rain?= yea..
10. have you ever had a hang over?= n0pe...

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