Tuesday, October 31, 2006

FINALLY

waaah! the call i've been waiting for has FINALLY arrived... haha :-) i'll be having my practicum in ideal minds... :-D im happy coz finally my worries are gone BUT im SAD coz some of my friends haven't received any call yet.. i want to experience this practicum with them.. grrr! this sucks.. hope we'll all have our practicum in ideal minds... hay..
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speaking of practicum, dhang told me that we will have to report to the office this coming monday (a.k.a 1st day of class) coz we will be preparing for an event... waaah! kasama kami sa show na its a guy thing!!! hala!! kmusta nman!! ANG SAYA... haha :-) GAWD!! anyway, the said event will take place on wednesday (next week).. hay.. sobrang excited tlaga ako.. at HAPPY dahil finally my practicum site na ko...
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sana tlaga makasama ko sina eure, babi at ruth sa ideal minds.. ;-)
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p.s. hndi n nman gumagana ang aking spacing.. grrr!

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

its MY TIME...

finding yourself... wheeew! that is a tough one.. i mean how can you find yourself when u are actually unaware that YOU were even LOST... i guess that is THE PROBLEM.. hay! there are some things in this world that are way beyond are understanding and sometimes being a predicament identical to others may help boost our understanding on things..
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HELL YEAH! haha
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hay! i had my fair share of experience FOR NOW.. i am not saying that I KNOW EVERYTHING coz I DON'T and im no poser.. harhar anyway, i guess i just want to be invisible to some people for a while.. take a breather and have the opportunity to savor the ESSENCE of MY EXISTENCE... im tired of taking care of other people's business.. i mean LISTENING... LISTENING... LISTENING... LISTENING... i know a lot of people tell me that its my FORTE and i even remember ayn telling me back then that "salamat sa pakikinig" and i appreciate that.. BUT i guess its time for me to LISTEN TO MYSELF.. what my heart has been yearning to HEAR, FEEL, SEE.. hay!
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its my chance to be MYSELF.. to answer to MYSELF and to understand MYSELF.. its not that i will not listen to anyone anymore because it will make matters worst.. haha (labo!) i just want to be FREE for a while.. :-) does it even makes sense to you? i guess not.. hehe but i hope it makes you think.. think about YOURSELF and what you REALLY FEEL... coz its hard to be yourself when you don't even know what your HEART IS YEARNING FOR.. ;-)

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Friday, October 27, 2006

crunch time

addendum day is FAST APPROACHING... my gawd!! and our thesis is not that good as of now.. haha :-) i guess LORD WILL HAVE MERCY ON US mere mortals... hay!
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anyway, i had the chance to have a 'light' conversation with a long lost friend of mine... heehee I MISS HER.. haha and i know we kinda had a misunderstanding a year ago.. BUT gosh! i miss her dearly... hay! IYA kmustasa ka nman dyan.. minsan punta ka La Salle pra ma reunite nman ang AUTOGALS... heehee
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off i go.. i need to talk to by ka-"T-BUDS"... thesis matters.. haha
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PEACE!

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

huhmmm...

i don't know who to trust...

seems like there is no one out there who can be trusted... what happened to LOYALTY... FRIENDSHIP... whatta???

another day another discovery... another moment to contemplate...

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tomorrow's ojt day.. or should i say application day... heehee :-) excited.. YET SCARED... what if all slots are already taken.. my gawd!!!! ahahaha

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

thoughtless

honestly i can't think of anything to write... hay! IM BORED.. haha and im doing what i do best blog hoppin'.. harhar :-) and i realized that i've been a blog addict for quite some time now.. i remember my first ever blog site was LIVEJOURNAL.. hehe back when i was a total IGNORAMUS.. haha then BLOGSPOT was introduced to me and it was a site that up until now i keep to myself.. hehe then i was fascinated with FRIENDSTER BLOGS, had around 80 posts there i think.. heehee ;) then i had a 'moment' with XANGA, it didn't last though coz BLOGSPOT WON MY HEART thus i had missbodestyne.blogspot.com... :-)
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anyway, my posts became my refuge and ALL this time i poured my heart into every entry i publish.. whether its about hate, love, friendship, adventures, etc... i ALWAYS type what my heart wants me to type... hehe :-) i guess that is the one thing that we can't take away from bloggers their HEART.. the PASSION to express and be HEARD... it may be about their opinion on the latest political issue/s or maybe about their respective lives.. i guess WE (bloggers) see it that way.. haha :-)
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it feels good knowing that people READ and HEAR what you are saying.. its like they take you in... hay! your truth your everything (that is present in the post..) :-) its really worth it when you get to spread the WORD.. for me that is OUR prerogative to express.. (those this make sense?!) haha whatever... :D
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i guess its time to end this post.. i thought i said that i can't think of anything to type.. hay! my gawd!! haha :-)
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PEACE!
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ciao!

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hay! i super miss my pamangkins.. hehe

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Friday, October 20, 2006

ultraelectromagnetic BIRTHDAY GIRL...

my gawd! im twenTEEN.. haha :-D i thank everyone who remembered my SPECIAL DAY.. thank you... :-D to everyone who made an effort to reach me and tell me that they wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY... THANK YOU.. (naiiyak ako!!) :-)

it was a different birthday for me.. why? coz it seemed like any ordinary day BUT when this certain someone texted me it kinda made my day.. haha i guess it just shows that there really is nothing that can break a TRUE friendship... hay.. :-)

to those who celebrated with me.. THANK YOU.. khit lima lang tayo... MASAYA AKO... :-)

SALAMAT!!

another year, another chance to be ME.. thank you LORD.. You never left me BEHIND.. :-)

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Monday, October 09, 2006

-hate-

i hate it when ur right...
i hate it when ur wrong...
i can't accept the fact that we are on twilight zone.. (ano daw?!)
i know when you are around
and i know im going to frown...
why can't i just accept the fact
that u already part of someonelse's pact
i guess only time will tell
when i will REALLY FEEL WELL... (hay! stupid rhyming... hahaha)
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i know i know its too darn dramatic but HEY! it made me feel ok.. heehee :-)

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

read on...

my mom used to tell me that be AWARE of everything that is happening around you... "bawal ang tanga sa mundo.." hahaha if you've been reading my blogs way waaaaaaaaaaay back in my xanga days i wrote an entry there about my beliefs in life.. haha (remember?!) and ONE of them is that MAN IS ESSENTIALLY GOOD... well, a part of me is saying that it is TRUE and that IM NOT WRONG WHEN I SAID THAT but another part of me says that ITS A LIE... i can't help but think that people really are NOT THAT GOOD... a part of human existence is the fact that WE ARE NOT PERFECT... and as what my idol Oprah Winfrey always say that there STILL are some things that are COMMON to us HUMANS... the likes of pain, make up! (yes! u've read it right!!), failure, etc... we are still at the same level... no one deserves to feel that they are UP THERE and others are WAY DOWN the ladder...

WE ARE ALL EQUAL... YES! we are.. and if there is one thing that we SHOULD ALL KNOW is that... YOU CAN NEVER BE INCONTROL OF ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING... i/we/you can try but i/we/you can never win...

i guess if someone get's away we it there is still KARMA to back the oppressed people up... LEARN to be aware of what u SAY OR HEAR... learn to be more sensitive with the words that come out of ur mouth or even your mind... sabi ng nanay ko bawal daw magsinungaling dahil ang sabi sa sampung utos BAWAL MAG-SINUNGALING.. kaya hangga't kaya ko sinasabi ko ang totoo dahil ayokong maKARMA sa huli... hindi ako perpekto dahil WALANG TAONG NABUBUHAY NA PERPEKTO... :-)

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hay!

Posted by mia at 9:55:00 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

stunned

today is CRUGGY's BOIDAY!!! hapi BOIDAY!!! yipeee!! i can smell some LIBRE.. haha :-)
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moving on...
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MILENYO.. hay! it caused massive power blackout in LUZON and it killed a lot of lives and livestock.. hay! it just shows how strong mother nature can be.. i guess its 'pay back' time for us mere mortals who are slowly destroying our very own mother.. not only was the metropolis devastated by the storm but also my dear school.. YES! La Salle-Dasma was 'badly damaged'... because of that we don't have classes today AND tomorrow! (yehey?!!-NOT!!!) that is the 'worst' news i've heard today... waaah! coz NO CLASSES MEAN DELAY in everything that I/WE ARE ABOUT TO DO... grrrr... now that problem is this...
HOW IN THE WORLD WILL WE BE ABLE TO PASS OUR REQUIREMENTS...
hay... its a BIG GRRRRR... hay! i know its a natural thing and i UNDERSTAND that.. its just that its taking MUCH OF OUR TIME... waaaah!! deadlines are fast approaching... waaaaah!!!!
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IM STUNNED coz next week is FINALS week.. i still have a lot of tasks to do.. (pero sa ka ng-boblog ako.. hahaha)....

~ i have to pass a script (1st draft) for our IJ project... and since there are no classes tomorrow i don't how i will pass the freakin' script (ayn! email ko na lng..) hahaay!
~ i have a project in RIZAL which is due on thursday and its not an 'easy' project... hay!
~ there are 2 reaction papers which are due this week.. actually IJ's deadline is tomorrow SINCE there are no classes I/WE are SAVED.. then videopost's deadline was last thursday but milenyo came so classes were suspended.. SAVED again...
~ we're (my group in docu) are still NOT DONE with our docu project we were supposed to climb MT. PICO but as i've said it was postponed.. anyway, deadline nun ay nxt week... waaah!
~ i have a BJPC task to do.. i have to make a rationale or was it two for the BRJM thingy..
~ T-BUDS mania!! our thesis is STILL NOT FINISHED.. hay! that's another problem...
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grrr.. im starting to feel the HAGGARD FEELING again.. waaah!!
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waaaah!!! im soooo STUNNED!!!

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

-untitled-

IM BACK... yes! after a power blackout that lasted for 3 days im here again.. yipeee!! heehee :-) well i missed using brando sooo im really excited typing my thoughts... haha :-D

i've been blog hoppin' AGAIN.. hehe and i saw a lot of posts.. haha (malamang!) and i can't help but feel HELPLESS.. hay! i mean, there really are some things that are out of my/our control and that is HUMAN EMOTION.. the feelings that we have are things that are spontaneous thus hard to direct. I respect the fact that we get hurt, we cry, we feel anger, we feel stupid but we MUST HEAL... maybe not now, maybe not in the near future BUT IN TIME... My heart goes out to people who are in doubt, who are hurt, who are down, who are missing a certain piece (just like me!), and those who are trying to heal... I don't want to seem like a smart *ss but i just wanna HELP in one way or another.. hay! that's my piece.. heehee
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MOVING ON...
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AS i've said IAM ALSO MISSING A PIECE.. well.. let's just say that im looking out for someone's AFTERGLOW.. (gawd! i love that song!) and the STARS (i also love that song!) anyway, yea i miss that f*ckin person and i miss this person A WHOLE LOT.. hahaha :-) if this person only knew then everything will FINALLY be alright.. haha
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NEXT STOP...
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our mountain trip was postponed due to MILENYO.. hay! if we did continue on our trip this will be the headline: Limang estudyante ng La Salle-Dasma namataang gumugulong sa MT. PICO DE LORO... - kung di ba nman mga sira alam na nabagyo nagmagaling umakyat ng bundok.. hahaha :-) anyway, there is a reason for everything.. hehe
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AND NOW...
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I just want to be free.. haha (what the F!) well.. I WANNA COME HOME and say that HERE I AM LOST IN THE ASHES OF TIME BUT WHO OWNS TOMORROW and shout to the world IF ONLY U COULD HEAR ME SHOUT YOUR NAME...
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PAKSHET...
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as usual the spacing IS AGAIN NOT WORKING.. grrr.. and i can't think of a proper title.. so there..
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PAKSHET...

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