Wednesday, September 27, 2006
-nothing-
feeling low...
...mixed emotions..
...unable to elaborate...
...people STINK...
...and im sad coz im ONE of them...
hay! thank God we don't have classes tomorrow...
.....my stomach HURTS!! curse you PANCIT CANTON!!!! waaaaah
Posted by mia at 10:45:00 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
picture picture!!
heehee :-) this photo was taken in CHCC, Batulao, Batangas.. i actually 'stole' the photo from fitch's multiply site.. haha :-) (thanks fitch!!) its a FUNNY picture or should a say WACKY.. haha i was actually fascinated with how it turned out kasi i didn't know na marami pala ung nakasama sa pic.. haha :-) i think si MJ ung ng-take ng pic na to.. hay! it was a BLAST!! i think i didn't have the opportunity to write a letter to all my blockmates.. hay! sorry guys!! masyado akong na-excite sa sights ng charles huang.. hehe :-) anyway, i will miss these guys.. waaah! although we still have A LOT OF TIME to be together, time flies so fast and time will come that we'll all leave.. hay! enuf drama!! hahaha i don't think everybody was present in this picture.. anyway, let's evaluate each person present in this pic.. starting from the top left.. heheheFRANCIS 'fitch' Capua... aaaw! ang taray ng pose.. hahaha pra lang FAN.. heehee love you!
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DUSTIN 'lologurl' Carbonera... pouty pouty.. heehee cutie cutie lolo gurlie...
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AIRIS 'mamaris' Fajardo... pretty pretty... pinkie!! :-)
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AYEEN 'yn-yn' Valdezco... 'posie-posie' model-modellie.. haha (mai sense ba??) lovie lovie..
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CYRA 'dudie' Caparros... shadie-shadie.. puro fuweetieee!! ahahahay!!
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ROXY 'summerbaby' Payumo... macho-machohan ang facilitator nmin.. mwaah!
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ILET 'mumoo' Ogot... pula-pulahan ang masculada.. heehee
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PURPLE 'repapeeps' Romero... cutie-cutiehan.. pahawak-hawak pa sa chin.. haha mr pogi!
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DIANE 'dhang' Bejosano... puti-putian.. demure daw kunwari.. 'DHONG' nman pagkainan na!
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GLEN 'babi' Red... pinkie-pinkiehan.. cutie-cutiehan.. heehee
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TIFANNY 'tiffy' Pabalate... beauty.. just like ME.. hahahahahaha
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ELEU 'lulu' Malabanan... uy! feeling quiet.. hahaha pero gusto naked ang shot.. haha :-D
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MIA 'ako un!!' Bodestyne... fatty-fatty PERO pretty-pretty.. hahahaha XD
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RUTH 'boobFEW' Maranan... loka-loka.. pouty pouty parang si lologurl pero mukha special kid!
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MARS 'mamamars' Opulencia... pa-tweetums.. hehe :-) smiley-smiley.. aaaaw!
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LHEN 'mamalhen' Ocayo... siya actually ang STAR sa pic na ito.. kmi ang kanyang mga FANS..
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CHERYL 'che-che' Adami... ngiting-ngiti.. prang binigyan ng turon.. hehe love you!!!
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MAY 'maya' Dayon... pretty pretty... aaaw! DANDA tlaga.. :-D
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CAMILLE 'cruggy' Topacio... lovie lovie camsee!! curly-curly.. pretty-pretty.. aaaaw!
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ALLAN 'dude' Arato... posie-posie, model-modellie like the wifey.. heehee :-)
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EURE 'bez' Tumangday... happy-happy.. feeling pretty... pero totoo nman! kmukha nyan si Angel Locsin... aaaaaw!
aaaah!!! i LOVE all of YAH.. heehee TRUE..
Posted by mia at 9:28:00 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
my problem in life is YOU..
im currently reading this book entitled Saving my first kiss by Lisa Velthouse, and im really fascinated by it.. :-) there was this certain chapter,chapter 9 to be exact that caught my attention.. it was about sexual purity.. but the main topic that got me hooked was the idea of having certain stages before u reach 'the main event'.. although there really is NO SUCH thing as stages in sexual intimacy, still there are certain levels into it... and we people tend to skip the levels that we end up playing 'the main event'...
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OK FINE.. i'll be more specific.. hay!
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we all know that we follow certain procedures in order to arrive to a specific conclusion... even science follows the 'famous' scientific method.. from observation down to conclusion that is how it is and NOT the other way around... I know that we are NOT lab rats that should be put under the microscope and undergo the scientific method... BUT we should be open in idea that in 'judging' people we should be able to observe first before u make a conclusion... hay!
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honestly, i don't even know why people are so addicted in making false judgments on people.. do u know them that WELL that u can say what is on her/his mind... are u the type of person who can read through their minds... if u are?? gawddammit.. maybe u will know WHO U ARE... (in this entry that is..)
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hay! i really don't wanna deal with it really... im just DISAPPOINTED... VERY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED... i thought this person knew better, i thought this person knew what is the real essence of living... hay! i just hope that it is not too late for this person... coz if time comes that karma will finally come and get this person i hope that this person can handle it..mia! just shut up.. hahaha :-) u've disappointed me.. big time!! I may not matter to you, but u did disappoint me.. i fell bad... :-(
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the freakin' spacing is AGAIN not working properly... pakshet! oh well, i can't do anything about it.. hehehe :-)
~toodles~
Posted by mia at 11:43:00 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
mirror mirror on the wall..
i've read many times before that TRUE FRIENDS are HARD to find.. and i've NEVER thought that IT CAN REALLY HAPPEN... i thought it was IMPOSSIBLE.. i guess I WAS WRONG...
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random thoughts on friendship from someone who values it SO MUCH...
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yes! it shocked me, knowing that some things like 'that' can happen for as long as i/we can even remember.. (curious? just read this entry..) IAM DISAPPOINTED... and i can't deny the fact that the reason or arguement being raised is really INVALID..
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oh well.. i can't do anything about it.. i mean, its none of my business BUT i really am disheartened... hay! the question now is.. WHY?
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speaking of 'friendship'... it clearly shows how different people can be and how they handle their social activities/responsibilties...
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friendship for me is something that you should take seriously because it is A RELATIONSHIP between two people or a group of people... and its not something that you can take back... once u have it with someone you should be open to the ups and downs of 'that relationship'...
u can never underestimate the power of TRUE/REAL friendship... sometimes, the ones you consider as people who 'understands' are NOT really ur friends... i mean, they may 'understand' BUT they are not putting u and at the RIGHT STATE OF MIND...
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iam tired of hearing people blaming their friends because they [friends] were not around for them.. HELL! you should learn how to LIVE UR LIFE, NO ONE SHOULD EVER TELL YOU WHAT U HAVE TO DO..
maybe ur confused and need someone who 'understands'... he may
understand BUT he may not care, maybe he does but his line of reasoning is
WRONG... maturity comes with age, we are not getting any younger LEARN to live
on ur own, decide on ur own, and be MATURE...
if you hate us for being FRANK then so be it.. coz the truth really hurts and sometimes the 'mouths' that slap u with words that burns ur skin are the 'mouths' of people who REALLY CARE.. they arte the ones who are TRYING TO UNDERSTAND... they are ones giving u the perspective that YOU CAN'T SEE.... they are showing what u should see coz there is MORE TO LIFE THAN WHAT UR CURRENTLY LIVING... u've done it again... u've just changed the date and the people involved but its ALL THE SAME... SAME OLD SAME OLD.. hell!
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it was like a 'light bulb' literally sparking... THAT in this world, it REALLY IS HARD TO KNOW IF THE PERSON STANDING IN FRONT OF YOU IS A TRUE FRIEND...
hay! people... GROW UP...
p.s. i've changed the color... pink! pink! pink!!
Posted by mia at 11:02:00 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
para sa iyo..
sabi nila ang panahon ay mabilis... ngaun makikita mo mamaya lamang wala na... sa bawat oras na lumilipas may dumarating at mayroon din namang umaalis... sa bawat paglisan may panibagong bukas na haharapin, hindi man natin matanggap ang kanilang paglisan ngunit ito lamang ang tanging paraan upang masimulan na ang bagong bukas...Para saan pa ang pagsasama kung ito rin pala ay matatapos lang din.. para saan pa ang mga pagkakataong inilaan para sa isa't isa kung balewala rin pala ito sa huli.... para saan pa ang kaligayahan kung darating din pala ang araw na tayo'y luluha't luluha pa rin... :-(
bilangin mo ang panahon lumipas... 19 na taon... 4 na taon... 2 buwan... 2 linggo... kahapon... nasaan na ba ako? tayo? sila? tao parin ba tayo... o ngpapakatao na lamang... asan na ang 'sense' ng post na ito.. napag-iwanan na ata ako ng panahon dahil hindi ko na kilala ang taong nasa harap ko.. nasaan na ang pinagsamahan, o namali lang talaga ako ng pagkakilala nung simula pa lamang...
malapit na ang katapusan ng masayang nobela na ito.. nobela na binuo ng apat na taon na para bang buong buhay na pinaghirapan... maraming SAYA, LUNGKOT, GALIT... pero nakabuo ng isang MAKULAY NA PAGSASADULA NG TUNAY NA BUHAY...
siguro nga kasama na ng ating pagkatao ang lumuha at tumawa.. hindi ko ito ginawa upang iparamdam sa inyo na nalulungkot ako... DAHIL HINDI AKO MALUNGKOT... natutuwa ako dahil alam ko na sa araw na maisulat na ang huling kabanata ng nobela na ito ay bubuksan na ang panibagong yugto ng AKING NOBELA...
p.s.. ayn, malakas ang tama sakin ng isa mong post na tagalog.. kaya ito nahawa na ko.. hehe :-) peanut brittle ko.. haha
Posted by mia at 9:48:00 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
i miss...
MY HIGHSCHOOL BARKADA... i miss them dearly.. i haven't seen them since summer ended and school started.. paksh*t! i miss the laughtrips.. the kulitan sessions and the senseless conversations we use to have.. gossips and serious stuff na we use to talk about.. waaah! i wanna see you guys... lapit na birthday ko.. KITA TAU!!
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TACO BELL.. ampooch!! i wanna eat one right now! i wanna have a cheesy burrito.. grrr!! naglalaway na ko.. grr..
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MY SISTER AND MY PAMANGKINS... i wanna see them NOW.. <npakademanding ko nman ngaung araw na to..> i miss them.. hay! how i wish they can celebrate new year's eve with us this year.. hay.. i miss the kakulitan of my crazy pamangkins... i wanna be with my sister now.. waaaah! i guess there is a part of me that went along with them... hay!
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MY STAR... of all the people that i barely even know, this person really makes me miss him BAD... i miss staring at him and admiring him.. I WANNA SEE HIM... grrr! if there is a thing that i wanna do right now that is to skip class and GO OUT AND LOOK FOR HIM... if i could I WOULD.. i wanna be with him.. grrr.. it drives me crazy... it really does.. i think he lives in parañaque... or somewhere in las pinas or somewhere in between.. please play the organ for me... waaah!! hay!
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MYSELF... yes! i miss myself.. i've changed this not who I WAS BACK IN THE OLD DAYS... im not the mia i used to be.. i guess things change.. people change.. i guess mine was something that i didn't see coming.. although i love the fact that im a little more laidback now.. a little quiet.. YES! if u knew me back then u will hate me coz i was like a palingkera hay! and i was really L-O-U-D.. hahaha my testimonials in friendster will prove that particularly the ones that came from my highschool friends.. :-)
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i missed myself when i laughed really hard last saturday.. dahil kay sunny heart.. i haven't laughed THAT HARD since highschool.. that's why i really appreciated the fact that fitch is around coz he reminds me of WHO I WAS... the insensitive, selfish BITCH.. haha the one who laughs about anything and anyone who i consider to be the worthy of being the 'laughing stock' haha anyway, it may seem mean BUT i miss myself...
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ALTHOUGH... i find the 'new' me BETTER.. heehee
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p.s.:: the freakin' spacing is AGAIN not working properly.. grrr.. kmusta nman..
Posted by mia at 10:40:00 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
aaaw!
mai hinahanap akong lyrics ngaun.. hehe wait lng.. kso hindi ko kasi maalala ung title kya goodluck nman sakin.. hahaha :-) AT mai tinitignan aq.. (oi! hndi to bastos!! LOKO) hahaha :-) at hindi ko MAHANAP... grrr.. kmusta nman un.. anyway.. ung gs2 kong part nung song na yun ay ito..
tuloy parin ang awit
ng buhay ko.. magbago man ang hugis ng puso mo.. BASTA TULOY
PARIN..hay! hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari bkit ngkagnito na tong kasunod.. hahaha.. dapat nakasagad sa dulo.. hay! whatever na nga lang.. hahaha :-) (hyper ako noh??) ewan ko ba.. 'holy' kasi dahil sa retreat... aaaw!!speaking of retreat.. if i would describe it in one word it would be... SCANDALOUS... hahahaha :-D kaw ba nman ang mapagalitan ng mga madre dahil sa pagdaan sa bintana!! haha at manguha ng pagkain sa dining hall at dalin sa room at doon ngatain.. haha hay naku! kmusta nman un.. :-) AT.. meron pa.. pero samin na lang un.. hahahahah ;-Dit was a remarkable retreat.. hay! tska na lng mg-dadrama... hehehe :-) hay! i love spending the night with my roomies.. 'pagkaKULIT ni RUTHA!! grrr' kaw ba nman ang rape-in ng ganun!!! waaaah... hahahahahaha :-)ung pictures?? sa multiply n lng cguro.. at mangunguha lng din ako sa account ng iba.. hahaha wla kz batt si lotty (digi cam) nung friday eh... (ang tanga ko dba?!) hahahalove y'all!!!!!JOURNZEROSEVEN astig!p.s. with a smile ung kanta ngaun.. heehee :-) mai ngpaparamdam!!!! hahaha BOOM!
Posted by mia at 8:53:00 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
feeesh...
my face is kinda itchy right now.. i guess its because of the make-up used knina sa pictorial for our grad pic.. yahoo!! :-) AKALAIN MO.. hahaha :-) anyway, i really don't wanna elaborate on my toga pic.. hay! mukha akong komedyante... hahahahhahaha :-) anyway, my concept pic rocks!! hahahah whatever.. :-)****
natuwa ako!! kz i saw a friend's blog recently.. heehee and feeling ko alam na nya kung sino xa!! haha and HER (aaw! babae ka.. hahaha) 2 recent posts is partly about ME... it flattered me that someone FELT THAT MUCH about me and my 'singledom'.. hahahay!! :-) it did MADE ME SMILE AND HAPPY.. hay.. thank you po!! :-) ng-comment na nman ako 2ngkol dun dba?? haha :-)
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kring, thanks po ah.. hehe hndi na ko nakakatxt at nkakamsg sau sa friendster.. ang HAGGARD ng week na lumipas at ang week na ito.. KMUSTA NMAN ANG BUHAY??? grrrr.. love yah!! hope to be with yah soon.. yey!!
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super girl!!! kmusta ka nman.. DANDA nya kanina.. heehee :-) hay.. i hope that someday everything will be alright.. :-) thanks bez!! ur simply the best.. harharhar
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ang babaing BAKLA.. oi ruth! sana mabasa mo to.. haha namiss kita.. akalain mong tahimik ang mundo ko nung wla ka..hahaha at ngaun na bumalik ka na balik sa BALIW mode and life ko.. haha :-)
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dhang, hay! hndi tau ngkita knina.. un lang.. hahaha :-) haggard ka n nman.. kalma lang!! see you.. mwaaah :-)
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blog neighbor.. uy! sana mahulaan nya kung sino xa.. hahaa HI!! thanks for always droppin' by.. hehe :-) PEACE...
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starry starry night.. i wish i may i wish i might have my STAR come to my life.. hahaha :-)
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PEACE..
Posted by mia at 10:31:00 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
buzz
i had the most excruciating week so far.. hay! it was totally HAGGARDOUS as we (journ people) call it.. gawd!!! for 3 consecutive days we've been 'strolling' along La Salle just to have our project done.. waaah! and by strolling i mean walking from JFH to gate 3 AND VICE VERSA... grrr! although the trip is worth it coz we get to interview our subject BUT the fact that we (dhang,eure and myself) have to walk that LOOOONG its kinda frustrating.. hehe (may jeep nman pero di kmi nasakay.. haha baho kz sa wakadi.. haha) :-) hay!this past week was EXAM week.. had brain damage.. actually i was totally DRAINED.. enuf said..
this coming monday is GRAD PIC DAY.. haha and i don't have any idea what my concept pic will be... grrrr!! think mia think!! gawddammit!! haha
then on FRIDAY and SATURDAY is our RETREAT... heehee :-*
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MOVING ON...
had the opportunity to talk to a friend i haven't spoken for quite some time now and we had a little converstion on hows life for her now.. it shocked me when she said that SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS as in WALA.. it kinda hurt me knowing that all these time that I/we waited for her to send as a msg or a shout out (NADAH, none, ZERO) then she will say WALA NA XANG KAIBIGAN.. its sad man! it kinda frustrates me because I tried, sending msgs and stuff so that she won't feel 'left behind' but i guess its not enough.. she said it, we are in different worlds now so if she thinks that way (even if i don't) then i guess i have to convince myself that we are indeed in DIFFERENT WORLDS now.. its just sad... sooo sad... :-(
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saw a page in friendster... it SHOCKED ME... but i have to MOVE ON...
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peace friends.. PEACE..
ciao!
