Tuesday, August 29, 2006

who am I??

have u ever wondered who iam?... did it every crossed your mind if Im just an ordinary pathetic soul that u see on a daily basis.. or im just an ordinary foolish being that has walked this world... well.. let me tell you who iam before other people do...
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I am the most pathetic person I know..
Im vulnerable...
Im quite stubborn..
i can be your bestfriend and your WORST enemy...
i don't talk that much about what i really feel, coz i find too much talking useless...
i respect other people's opinion the way they should respect mine..
im heartbroken..
i open my heart to the people IM REALLY CLOSE WITH...
i try to open my ears to everything that i hear and i try to sink it all in..
I can be everybody's friend and i can be everybody's confidante...
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What's the point of saying who iam? Im just scared that one day people will mistake me for someone im not... im not involved in any fight whatsoever i just wanna be TRANSPARENT i guess.. haha another thing that i wanna point out is that people can find a little piece of me in their lives.. i mean, some of their close peers might possess the same characteristic/s that i have or better yet find a piece of me in them... hay! i guess this part of my post goes out mainly to me coz im 'hurting'.. WHATEVER!!! anlabo ko n nman.. :-(
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MOVING ON...
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people... im in no position to tell u what to do.. tell u what to feel... and even if it hurts me seeing you suffer i try my best to look the other coz u pushed me to make that move.. im just quite disappointed coz u tell me that i know when to let go and all these inspirational stuff but you can't even move on... if there is one thing i wish in this world is for you to be FREE... i hope u won't take this as a beating on your personality.. I JUST CARE u know.. and i WISH YOU WELL.. my heart goes out to you and to my other friends who are hurting...
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I AM HEARTBROKEN.. yes! iam and im not thinking twice in saying it again... BUT someone inspires me to move on.. sum1 hu helps me mend my 'broken heart'... U've undergone a lot over the past few days.. a failed relationship and all and yet u managed to smile and be yourself eventhough it hurts.. i admire u!! thank you coz u are always around to try and cheer me up... :-) i miss you dearly.. hope to be with you soon..
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YOU INSPIRE ME.. thank you.. EVERY SINGLE CELL IN MY BODY IS HAPPY... u are the prime reason why im trying my best to be REALLY HAPPY.. thank you.. thank you is not enough to show my gratitude and appreciation for you.. u are special and i pray for you always.. :-) keep on holding on coz ur lucky star is watching over you day and night.. :-)
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for MY STAR.. i love you.. and i hope that someday i get to see you shining down on me... :-) i miss you already and i hope that love will finally come in my reverie and in my reality...

Posted by mia at 8:58:00 PM