Friday, August 04, 2006

el mundo...

Actually, the topic of this post is more of the contrary... heehee

Anyway, I've learned from the travel and living channel that we are only 6 DEGREES APART...(or was it 8 haha..) :-) meaning at some point we are connected with each other... this theory actually gave way to the creation of friendster, my space, hi-5, ringo, etc... its because of these connections that made this websites huge hits...

As I was browsing my friendster account, I was STUNNED when I discovered that some of my friends from high school were actually friends of some of my college friends... and there is this certain SOMEONE who was actually 2 degrees away from me... (Friend of a friend)! SMALL WORLD... my gawd!! It was the culmination of almost everything that I've wondered about and 'dreamt' about... hahaha nakakatawa pero totoo...

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Enough about the theory... hehehe

Im kinda missing my older sister right now.. hay! Although I receive emails from her on a daily basis I still miss her.. and knowing for a fact that we are thousands of miles apart makes it even more 'tragic'... hay! My childhood nightmare is back to haunt me...


I can still remember that day waaaaaaay back in grade 1. I was busy 'chatting' with my classmate when one friend called me coz someone was looking for me.. I SAW MY SISTER (she ran away or should i say eloped...) outside my classroom waving at me and just looking and before I knew it she was GONE... I cried right there and then and my classmates were stunned when they saw me crying (kala nila mai kumagat na insekto sakin!! Kmusta nman un?!)... I cried as if Armageddon was already happening... and I thought it would never happen again... I GUESS I WAS WRONG... As I got older I tried my best to ignore my past coz I always live in the present BUT the past will always come to haunt me... and it DID..

and now I feel like Im the 6 yr old kid who was crying in her classroom not knowing what to do...

I just want to be free of all of these...

YET...

I CAN'T...

Posted by mia at 10:05:00 PM