this post will be just like post its... u write on 'em and u stick it on your fridge, in ur notes, etc.... but this one u stick in ur head.. hehe (understanding n lng perhaps..) :-) *************** school starts next week... im kinda excited but not that much... IM NOT FEELING WELL... haaay.. anyway, i'll be back in school on tuesday!! hehe i'll be seeing my friends again.. miss them.. :-) *************** Im not like myself today... thinking bout 'crazy' thoughts... 'beliefs' that keeps me in motion are the things that i hold on today... haaaay... (meditating) 'home stretch', 'cheerers', patience, 'almost there but not quite', 'almost there', almost there, almost there... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... (what was that about?!) i dunno... hahahaha stupid!! *bez, alam mo yan...* *************** forgive my stupidity, but i can't help it... im sooooo bored... and then im soooooo confused... and then im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo PISSED OFF!!! grrrr.. i really don't know where this hate is coming from.. is it me, or there really is something wrong with this 'current picture' (of my life that is..)... hrrrmmmm... THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG... i can feel it... but i can't point out which one... :c *************** SIGNS...FAITH... BELIEF... LOVE.... haaay... these are the key things that i hang on to lately... i really don't know what is going on in me... its like, all this thoughts are running through my head and all i can do is the 'wait and see tactic' (thanks! ms tumangday for the term :*) grrr.. i wanna DO SOMETHING to make things work but circumstances state otherwise... (not getting what im saying.. don't bother.. just READ) ...they tell me its not yet time, its not ur moment, its not right... i believe it too... ITS JUST THAT... im tired... that's it.. IM TIRED... IM SOOOOO FREAKIN' TIRED.... :c *************** Euri asked me: 'hindi ka na nalulungkot?' honestly, im sad... SOOOO SAAAAAD... coz there is a whole within me that needs to be filled... (its not just a lovelife that im 'craving' for) I crave for a LOT of things.. (e.g. self worth, self esteem, etc...) ITS AN ISSUE that i have to deal with... *sob* sometimes, iam shock when i get to laugh really hard and still manage to smile and mingle with other people even if deep inside im hurting... i guess its a part of me THAT NEVER GIVES UP... i believe that i never lost touch of my TRUE SELF.. the one who wants to make people happy, and make them feel appreciated... un nga lng i tend to forget that I too need some encouragement, and i too need to be happy... *************** ===ice breaker of the day=== What fantasy would you like to live out? Why? ~ hrmmm... Living in the city that never sleeps and have a penthouse there... experiencing new year's eve there and see the giant crystal ball.. haha I just wanna work and live in NY.. i just love the city... :-)
there are times when i can't wait to see the face of my prince charming YET at the back of my head i know that
it's not yet time to reveal himself coz im still scared of what lies ahead...
knowing that you've made something that made you satisfied is worthy of all the risks put together coz finally
you've done something that gave you achieve self worth..(whatever) haha...
living a life full of hatred is a life not worth living at all...
life is a game, win or lose its how you play that counts...
why can't people just be who THEY REALLY WANT TO BE... *sigh*
love can be the way of your destruction when you don't know how to use it properly...
what is essential is invisible to the eye~Antoine the Saint Exupery
You are not alone yet you're lonely~ Bru Jae
Turn your wounds into wisdom~ Oprah Winfrey
When God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window~ Julie Andrews in the Sound of Music
(1969)
Where there is no struggle, there is no strength.~ Oprah Winfrey
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.~ Oprah
Winfrey
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive.
You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the
world."~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
Time drags when we wait, and flies when we're late.~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
[singing] When you know the notes to sing, you can sing most any thing.~ Julie Andrews in the
Sound of Music (1969)
All great achievements require time.~ Maya Angelou
Look for the beauty in things.~ Maya Angelou
There is no agony like bearing an untold story inside of you.~ Maya Angelou
You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter
the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.~ Maya
Angelou
Earth provides enough to satisfy every man’s need, but not any man’s greed.~ Mohandas
Gandhi
A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave~ Mohandas
Gandhi
But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart~ Chapter XXV of the Little Prince
What makes the desert beautiful," says the little prince, "is that somewhere it hides a well.~
Chapter XXIV of the Little Prince
"Only children know what they are looking for."~ Chapter XXII of the Little Prince
All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love.
Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a
sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself
nothing -- glue your self infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond".~ Sri
Nisargadatta Maharaj
"And remember, my sentimental friend, that a heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much
you are loved by others". Professor Marvel in Wizard of Oz
What if you wait for your special someone your whole life, and later on learn that no one is really
waiting for you? ..but true love is worth taking chances for... sometimes, you don't know why things work out, they
just do...~from a sms taken from the movie lakehouse
"No life is a waste," the Blue Man said. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are
alone."~ p. 50 of Mitch Albom's Five people you meet in heaven
