why is it that sometimes you find yourself alone, YET ur surrounded by a lot of people... actually the statement. 'you're not alone yet you are lonely' came from my bru jae.. she stated it back in our senior year.. we were talking about the Little Prince (my fave book of all time; the boa constrictor, grown ups (God Bless them!), the rose, the snake, etc..) ANYWAY, I can't help but take the 'statement' seriously!! I can totally RELATE to it.. haha it may seem to be too dramatic or what but heck! that's what im feeling right NOW.. :
anyway, its really sad knowing that ur trying to make other people happy AND YET you can’t find the right joke or statement to MAKE URSELF HAPPY… haaay… I guess its my eternal question for myself… I thought surrounding myself with lovable, happy people will make things easy for me… BUT HELL NO!! I am not saying I am not contented with their company coz I DO… I REALLY DO ENJOY EVERYTHING THAT WE DO… pero something WITHIN me still needs to come out… im not a lesbian (istup-ped!) hehe :-) wheeew! That sucks… :-(
There are times I just wanna go out and have some fun… just let it all out and let all new ‘positive’ energy come through my system… although there are tough times, I still manage to make things a little ‘fun’… ewan ko ba… I just don’t wanna be that ‘down’ anymore BUT its still there… THE SADNESS WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME… I guess… hrrrmmmm… *************** I saw ayeen’s blog today… hehe flattered daw ang drama ng lola mo… haha it feels good knowing that people appreciate what u are writing… it just proves that blogging its not just something that you do for fun or to be ‘in’… its also a way of expressing what you have in mind and letting other people see your perspective and make them THINK… nakakatuwang isipin na many of my blockmates and other close pals are really good in writing… It makes me think (as always!) writing is not just writing perce but it is your soul’s way of expressing what is it inside that needs to be unleashed… I believe that through blogging/writing I get to release the tension from within… and everytime I read my post I realize that my life story is right infront of me and I CAN ALREADY PUBLISH A BOOK…. Hahahaha (jowk lng!) THANKS AYEEN!! I ALSO LOOOOOVE YOUR POSTS… (nakakaaliw.. lalo na ung mga surveys hehe) You really deserve to be a Literary editor… hehe naisip ko lng, mnsan pa-seminar tau bout blogging… is there any sense with what im saying.. hahaha.. *************** I also saw fitch's blog.. hehe 'level up' na yan!! :-) u take care psycho!! hahaha *************** Ngayon ang ika-108 anibersaryo ng kalayaan ng Pilipinas... Sa unang pagkakataon ay isusulat ko ang parteng ito ng buong Tagalog... Nakakatuwang isipin na nabuhay ako sa panahon na wala ng mga taong nagpapahirap sa ating mga kababayan (mga kastila, hapon at amerikano)... Ngunit hindi parin tayo tunay na malaya, marahil sa aspeto ng mga manlulupig ay malaya tayo ngunit mayroon paring mga parte ng ating lipunan na hindi tayo TUNAY na malaya...Subalit nagpapasalamat parin ako dahil dito ako sa Pilipinas ipinanganak, at lumaki... BAKIT? Dahil dito ko nakikita ang TUNAY NA BUHAY... Kahirapan, karangyaan, kalokohan, korupsyon, pang-aapi, TAGUMPAY at katapangan ay nakita ko na sa ating bansa at naniniwala rin ako na mas marami pa ang mga maidadagdag mo sa aking mga nabanggit... Sa bawat Pilipino na nakakasalubong ko sa araw-araw mas nararamdaman ko ang ating mga bayani, bakit kamo? Dahil nahaharap natin ang buhay ng walang takot na baka may dumakip sa atin o pumigil sa atin sa pag-abot sa ating mga pangarap... Nakakalungkot lamang dahil unti-unti ng nawawala ang kagandahan ni LUZVIMINDA.. Marami sa ating mga kababayan ang naghihirap at hindi ito lingid sa ati; patuloy parin ang awayan patungkol sa pulitika; hindi sapat ang edukasyon na natatanggap na karamihan sa ating mga kababayan pati narin ang mga eskwelahan ay mababang kalidad narin; mga guro, manggawa, atbp na hindi akma ang sweldong natatanggap; ang patuloy na banta ng terrorismo sa ating mga lansangan; krimen at karahasan na pataas ng pataas ang bilang; at marami pang iba...
Kailan kaya mararating ng ating bansa ang tunay na kalayaan? At para saan pa ang tiniis ng ating mga bayani kung tayo rin namang mga 'ipinaglaban' nila ang sisira sa kanilang pinaghirapan... Gaganda pa kaya ulit si luzviminda? *************** ===ice breaker of the day=== What are your goals for living? ~ My goals for living are: a. to finish school in time and march that way to my diploma... b. be a succesful writer and be a part of the PCIJ team c. to be able to go to New York City and have my own penthouse there.. haha d. to meet my inspirations in life: Oprah Winfrey and Maya Angelou e. buy an island and actually live in there... waahahaha f. own a ballpen factory!! (serious!) g. PUBLISH MY OWN BOOK... (please! wanna do this someday!!!) h. own a pink ferrari.. [ang kuyut! :-)] i. find a cure for AIDS... j. build a foundation that supports Philippine public education k. to be a teacher l. marry edward norton!! hahaha or manu ginobili... hahahahaha :-) m. TO INSPIRE PEOPLE TO LIVE THEIR LIVES TO THE FULLEST AMIDST ALL OBSTACLES THAT THEY HAVE TO FACE IN LIFE...
there are times when i can't wait to see the face of my prince charming YET at the back of my head i know that
it's not yet time to reveal himself coz im still scared of what lies ahead...
knowing that you've made something that made you satisfied is worthy of all the risks put together coz finally
you've done something that gave you achieve self worth..(whatever) haha...
living a life full of hatred is a life not worth living at all...
life is a game, win or lose its how you play that counts...
why can't people just be who THEY REALLY WANT TO BE... *sigh*
love can be the way of your destruction when you don't know how to use it properly...
what is essential is invisible to the eye~Antoine the Saint Exupery
You are not alone yet you're lonely~ Bru Jae
Turn your wounds into wisdom~ Oprah Winfrey
When God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window~ Julie Andrews in the Sound of Music
(1969)
Where there is no struggle, there is no strength.~ Oprah Winfrey
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.~ Oprah
Winfrey
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive.
You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the
world."~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
Time drags when we wait, and flies when we're late.~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
[singing] When you know the notes to sing, you can sing most any thing.~ Julie Andrews in the
Sound of Music (1969)
All great achievements require time.~ Maya Angelou
Look for the beauty in things.~ Maya Angelou
There is no agony like bearing an untold story inside of you.~ Maya Angelou
You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter
the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.~ Maya
Angelou
Earth provides enough to satisfy every man’s need, but not any man’s greed.~ Mohandas
Gandhi
A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave~ Mohandas
Gandhi
But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart~ Chapter XXV of the Little Prince
What makes the desert beautiful," says the little prince, "is that somewhere it hides a well.~
Chapter XXIV of the Little Prince
"Only children know what they are looking for."~ Chapter XXII of the Little Prince
All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love.
Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a
sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself
nothing -- glue your self infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond".~ Sri
Nisargadatta Maharaj
"And remember, my sentimental friend, that a heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much
you are loved by others". Professor Marvel in Wizard of Oz
What if you wait for your special someone your whole life, and later on learn that no one is really
waiting for you? ..but true love is worth taking chances for... sometimes, you don't know why things work out, they
just do...~from a sms taken from the movie lakehouse
"No life is a waste," the Blue Man said. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are
alone."~ p. 50 of Mitch Albom's Five people you meet in heaven
