*Does our heart really 'break'? hrmmm.. *do closures really mean anything, are they really important? hrmmm... *does 'i love you' really MEAN anything to anyone... AND *is the RIGHT thing REALLY right?....
wheeew! thoughts... haay! i've been thinking bout a lot of things lately and aside from the fact that im CURRENTLY SICK... (and its just like the 3rd week of 1st semester!) gawd! but i still managed to make this post.. hehehe thats a 'bloggermaniac!' hahaha :)
before i really go into the details of what i really want to say, tomorrow is the big DAY for my BJPC family its our GENERAL ASSEMBLY!!! yey! hope it will be a lot of fun... :*
MOVING ON....
do hearts really 'break'... actually i got this idea from my bru jae's blog and sms... hehe and it blew me away... its not really the 'heart' that breaks but more of FAITH... we lose faith in realizing a certain reality... sometimes, we tend to be too involved into something that we give our full attention to it, sometimes things go out of control and there is no sense of making things easy coz everything SEEMS COMPLICATED... why am i saying this? let's just say i want to prove a point, that in love its not just love that is there but the FAITH and HOPE that things will be better... ONCE THE FAITH IS GONE, believing can be really hard and even painful to do... shattered faith can prick has deep as a shattered glass...
NEXT THOUGHT...
CLOSURES... are they really THAT important... WELL FOR ME IT IS!!! everything in this world has an END, PERIOD, TULDOK, CLOSURE... even human lives have an end... even novels have endings, whether 'happily ever after' or a more 'tragic' one... and its PART OF LIFE... but never putting an end into something that is... ---> *continuation at the bottom*
* i didn't know that i published this entry it was supposed to be a draft :-(... i was half awake and half asleep... haha and i didn'r realize that i clicked the 'publish post' button... hahah so the post is well 'PUTOL' !!! haha anyway.. today is the 1st of July 2006.... a day before the mano A mano match...haha anyway, im just to darn sleepy that day that i didn't realize i made a stupid mistake.. hahahahahaha so here goes the continuation of the post.. hehe *
the WORST MISTAKE ANYONE CAN EVER MAKE... (in my opinion)... actually i already ,ade a post about this in my multiply account and my good friend Cyra's blog sparked the thought yet again that is why i made this post... hehe
I LOVE YOU...
3 words... sparks a thought... fuels a troubled mind.. (WTF?!) anyway, many people from different places and different races know the meaning of this sentence/phrase or whatever you call it.. but does it really mean anything.. maybe for some it does BUT there are some who don't... OR maybe they do but there is SOMETHING WRONG within that makes 'i love you' lose its meaning... i really don't know how to continue with the 'thought' of this point im losing it... grrr... let's just move on...
IS RIGHT, RIGHT?
i finished the book VERONIKA DECIDES TO DIE by Paulo Coelho... and i had this dilemma in me whether or not mental patients REALLY ILL... anyway, we grew up in a society that is already established and already has an idea of what is RIGHT AND what is WRONG... and i grew up thinking that the RIGHT THING IS RIGHT, and the reverse action of right is WRONG... but the question is, IS RIGHT really RIGHT... actually, i really don't know the answer... im confused... its all TOO CLOUDY RIGHT NOW... sigh.. :-(
there are just some thoughts in my head that i don't really know the answer... (i guess everyone feels the same) and i know that i need other people to help me realize the answer to my questions... there are reason/s for everything... but no matter how complicated life can be there are still a lot of things to celebrate and appreciate... i hope you'll find it in your heart to be more keen to your feelings and things that bother you coz there it might be a hole somewhere in you that needs to be fed with things that money can't buy... learn to talk to yourself and learn to seek help when your all f*cked up! haha seems pointless already.. hahaha
*bow!*
=== ice breaker of the day === What examples would you like others to follow about you? ~ the desire to make people happy and make them see that even in their darkest moments, there is still someone out there who wishes them happiness... (that's me! haha)
there are times when i can't wait to see the face of my prince charming YET at the back of my head i know that
it's not yet time to reveal himself coz im still scared of what lies ahead...
knowing that you've made something that made you satisfied is worthy of all the risks put together coz finally
you've done something that gave you achieve self worth..(whatever) haha...
living a life full of hatred is a life not worth living at all...
life is a game, win or lose its how you play that counts...
why can't people just be who THEY REALLY WANT TO BE... *sigh*
love can be the way of your destruction when you don't know how to use it properly...
what is essential is invisible to the eye~Antoine the Saint Exupery
You are not alone yet you're lonely~ Bru Jae
Turn your wounds into wisdom~ Oprah Winfrey
When God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window~ Julie Andrews in the Sound of Music
(1969)
Where there is no struggle, there is no strength.~ Oprah Winfrey
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.~ Oprah
Winfrey
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive.
You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the
world."~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
Time drags when we wait, and flies when we're late.~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
[singing] When you know the notes to sing, you can sing most any thing.~ Julie Andrews in the
Sound of Music (1969)
All great achievements require time.~ Maya Angelou
Look for the beauty in things.~ Maya Angelou
There is no agony like bearing an untold story inside of you.~ Maya Angelou
You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter
the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.~ Maya
Angelou
Earth provides enough to satisfy every man’s need, but not any man’s greed.~ Mohandas
Gandhi
A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave~ Mohandas
Gandhi
But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart~ Chapter XXV of the Little Prince
What makes the desert beautiful," says the little prince, "is that somewhere it hides a well.~
Chapter XXIV of the Little Prince
"Only children know what they are looking for."~ Chapter XXII of the Little Prince
All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love.
Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a
sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself
nothing -- glue your self infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond".~ Sri
Nisargadatta Maharaj
"And remember, my sentimental friend, that a heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much
you are loved by others". Professor Marvel in Wizard of Oz
What if you wait for your special someone your whole life, and later on learn that no one is really
waiting for you? ..but true love is worth taking chances for... sometimes, you don't know why things work out, they
just do...~from a sms taken from the movie lakehouse
"No life is a waste," the Blue Man said. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are
alone."~ p. 50 of Mitch Albom's Five people you meet in heaven
