well.. after wasting some time watching cable tv and listening to music.. i've finally awaken!!! hallelujah.. :) and i began to realize (yet again) a lot of things.. oh crap! i hate it when there are so many thoughts in this crazy brain of mine.. whoah!!
as i was taking a bath.. (w/c is so refreshing) haha i thought of alot of things..
1. how much i miss skool.. and how excited iam to see my friends.. and of course how bad i wanna see mr van...
2. THESIS! THESIS! THESIS! ---> and boy! it was haunting me... the thesis dilemma.. the conflict and the fact that i have to make a decision NOW.. if i will continue what i have started or join a group.. waaah.. the fact that i don't know who will handle COM RES 2 bothers me alot.. coz i have to know... and i have to know it NOW... waaaah... (or i'll have to jump on the lake.. hehe)
3. how bored iam at home.. and i think im getting bigger and bigger by the minute.. YIKES!! this can't be happening.. waaaah.. or i won't be able to fit in the van on the 1st day of class... waaaah!! HELP..
4. how annoyed iam with my summer grade that i feel like sh*t inside... for some it might just be a 'grade' but heck! i just hate it... grrr.. i know i should be thankful i didn't flunk the subject but...but..but... *sigh* ********** anyway, as i was taking a stroll in cyberspace (WTF?!) i saw this link in yahoo.. it says "how to flirt".. i remembered dudie (cyra) for awhile ang i clicked on the link.. ahaha the question (how to flirt) was part of the top 20 most asked question/searched question in yahoo.. ANYWAY, after a lot of clicking and searching i stumbled upon the site.. wikihow... (wiki-WHAT?!) yep! WikiHow.. ( i guess its wikipedia's sib) haha i enjoyed searching the "how to's" in that site.. haha and i "learned" something.. haha now i'll be more observant!! hahaha ********** and there was this striking 'statement' it really caught my attention... bigtime! haha "You can't really make someone like you - but the best way to be noticed is to be true to yourself, feel good about yourself and never do anything you don't want to do to get someone's affection." AMEN!! haha *toodles*
there are times when i can't wait to see the face of my prince charming YET at the back of my head i know that
it's not yet time to reveal himself coz im still scared of what lies ahead...
knowing that you've made something that made you satisfied is worthy of all the risks put together coz finally
you've done something that gave you achieve self worth..(whatever) haha...
living a life full of hatred is a life not worth living at all...
life is a game, win or lose its how you play that counts...
why can't people just be who THEY REALLY WANT TO BE... *sigh*
love can be the way of your destruction when you don't know how to use it properly...
what is essential is invisible to the eye~Antoine the Saint Exupery
You are not alone yet you're lonely~ Bru Jae
Turn your wounds into wisdom~ Oprah Winfrey
When God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window~ Julie Andrews in the Sound of Music
(1969)
Where there is no struggle, there is no strength.~ Oprah Winfrey
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.~ Oprah
Winfrey
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive.
You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the
world."~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
Time drags when we wait, and flies when we're late.~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
[singing] When you know the notes to sing, you can sing most any thing.~ Julie Andrews in the
Sound of Music (1969)
All great achievements require time.~ Maya Angelou
Look for the beauty in things.~ Maya Angelou
There is no agony like bearing an untold story inside of you.~ Maya Angelou
You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter
the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.~ Maya
Angelou
Earth provides enough to satisfy every man’s need, but not any man’s greed.~ Mohandas
Gandhi
A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave~ Mohandas
Gandhi
But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart~ Chapter XXV of the Little Prince
What makes the desert beautiful," says the little prince, "is that somewhere it hides a well.~
Chapter XXIV of the Little Prince
"Only children know what they are looking for."~ Chapter XXII of the Little Prince
All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love.
Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a
sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself
nothing -- glue your self infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond".~ Sri
Nisargadatta Maharaj
"And remember, my sentimental friend, that a heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much
you are loved by others". Professor Marvel in Wizard of Oz
What if you wait for your special someone your whole life, and later on learn that no one is really
waiting for you? ..but true love is worth taking chances for... sometimes, you don't know why things work out, they
just do...~from a sms taken from the movie lakehouse
"No life is a waste," the Blue Man said. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are
alone."~ p. 50 of Mitch Albom's Five people you meet in heaven
