friends... they make u laugh.. they make u cry.. they can make or break ur day... they accepted u for who u are... and they seem to know when ur having the worst day of ur life... BUT friends can also hurt you as much as a failed relationship can.. (or even much worst than that)...
IM HURT...
i thought everything will be just FINE.. i was kinda (ok fine!) IM REALLY excited that i will be able to see my friends.. that i will be finally able to see them and catch up with all the latest buzz in their lives.. but what i/we (jvin and i) got...
hay.. maybe the notice was too late... maybe the plan was a big bust! maybe they really have other IMPORTANT things to do... maybe... maybe... maybe...
THEY'RE NOT 'THAT' INTERESTED AT ALL... :(
i feel akward... i feel kinda low... and im clueless... i mean, i have this feeling that i missed something that happened... or i UNCONSCIOUSLY made the biggest mistake in a friendship...
I DON'T HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHAT JUST HAPPENED HERE... *crickets chirping*
i know.. nothing is the same.. and besides the only constant thing in this world is change.. and all those yadah yadah.. grrr... sh*t! i can feel that something is DEFINETLY WRONG IN THIS PICTURE.. i know! and i can smell it.. BUT (that freakin' but again!) i can't point it out exactly.. coz i have no clue.. its just this 'gut-feeling'... grrr... crap!
what will happen.. well for one, the plan is off! (as of 10:15 pm) and i guess it will stay that way until friday or even saturday or even FOREVER... (now! that sucks!!) :(
:'( its not the same.. and that's the SAD part.. everythings not the same... we've changed!! WE ALL DID.. and i lost track of it that now, im left well... ALONE... its sad.. very sad... :(
for the record.. i don't hate anyone.. (gayle,che,carrie,jvin) NO ONE!! i love u all too much to hate you.. okie?! just tell me.. WHAT'S WRONG? (if u will be able to read this[post]..) am i just too paranoid about what's happening... or my 'gut-feeling' was right all along...
there are times when i can't wait to see the face of my prince charming YET at the back of my head i know that
it's not yet time to reveal himself coz im still scared of what lies ahead...
knowing that you've made something that made you satisfied is worthy of all the risks put together coz finally
you've done something that gave you achieve self worth..(whatever) haha...
living a life full of hatred is a life not worth living at all...
life is a game, win or lose its how you play that counts...
why can't people just be who THEY REALLY WANT TO BE... *sigh*
love can be the way of your destruction when you don't know how to use it properly...
what is essential is invisible to the eye~Antoine the Saint Exupery
You are not alone yet you're lonely~ Bru Jae
Turn your wounds into wisdom~ Oprah Winfrey
When God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window~ Julie Andrews in the Sound of Music
(1969)
Where there is no struggle, there is no strength.~ Oprah Winfrey
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.~ Oprah
Winfrey
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive.
You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the
world."~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
Time drags when we wait, and flies when we're late.~ Brad Pitt in the Fight Club (1999)
[singing] When you know the notes to sing, you can sing most any thing.~ Julie Andrews in the
Sound of Music (1969)
All great achievements require time.~ Maya Angelou
Look for the beauty in things.~ Maya Angelou
There is no agony like bearing an untold story inside of you.~ Maya Angelou
You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter
the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.~ Maya
Angelou
Earth provides enough to satisfy every man’s need, but not any man’s greed.~ Mohandas
Gandhi
A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave~ Mohandas
Gandhi
But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart~ Chapter XXV of the Little Prince
What makes the desert beautiful," says the little prince, "is that somewhere it hides a well.~
Chapter XXIV of the Little Prince
"Only children know what they are looking for."~ Chapter XXII of the Little Prince
All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love.
Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a
sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself
nothing -- glue your self infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond".~ Sri
Nisargadatta Maharaj
"And remember, my sentimental friend, that a heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much
you are loved by others". Professor Marvel in Wizard of Oz
What if you wait for your special someone your whole life, and later on learn that no one is really
waiting for you? ..but true love is worth taking chances for... sometimes, you don't know why things work out, they
just do...~from a sms taken from the movie lakehouse
"No life is a waste," the Blue Man said. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are
alone."~ p. 50 of Mitch Albom's Five people you meet in heaven
